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Freelancers live in a curious state of suspended certainty. On Sunday morning, at the beginning of a new week, I have absolutely no idea what might arrive in my inbox by the following Saturday. It could be three job offers, two interesting conversations and a slightly baffling enquiry about something I did in 1998. Or it could be… nothing at all. That’s the freelance bargain. Possibility on one side. Uncertainty on the other. I’ve always suspected that’s why it suits me. The idea of going to the same place every morning, sitting at the same desk, looking at the same three pot plants and pretending to be fascinated by a quarterly strategy document would slowly kill me. Freelance life, by contrast, is gloriously unpredictable. One day you’re writing something. The next you’re standing in front of a room of people talking about communication. The day after that you might be on a train wondering how you ended up doing any of it. But here’s the strange thing. People who live in const...

I can remember when catching up with people involved a telephone with a cord long enough to lasso a small pony. You’d run it into the bathroom, light a candle, pour a glass of Muscadet (very important, the Muscadet), sink into a bath so hot you had to top it up twice, and talk. Properly talk. An entire evening could vanish in steam and stories. There was no “seen at 21:04.” No typing bubbles. No curated lighting. Just voices. Pauses. The occasional slosh. These days, connection lives in a folder on my phone. I sometimes wake up and, rather shamelessly, look forward to clicking it. Birthdays. Promotions. New jobs. Holidays. A day out somewhere photogenic involving brunch. It’s rather lovely, really. And yet. Instagram is alarmingly positive. Everyone appears to be: • Falling over attractively. • Applying skin serums under perfect lighting. • Driving something fast around a corner. • “Thrilled to announce…” • “Grateful to share…” Happily, of course. Even X (which I still ...

It is the first week of January. The agent’s office has been open for roughly the length of a kettle boil and already — ding — the first self-tape of the year arrives. Covid may be history, but self-tapes are clearly immortal, like cockroaches and Keith Richards. Actors are divided. Some loathe them. Some tolerate them. Most of us quietly question when “turn your flat into a television studio” became part of the job description. Ring light, neutral wall, no sign of personal happiness in frame. Personally, I don’t mind them. Casting gets to see actual acting, not just a headshot where I look either startled or mildly guilty. And sometimes — brace yourself — a job follows. I’ve had two old-fashioned, in-the-room meetings this year. Both became jobs. I’ve had rather more self-tapes that became… character-building. This latest one was for a show I genuinely love, heading into season two. Good character description. Promising notes. Then the script arrived: four pages, four characters, a...